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Everything Is Falling Apart

by La Mer

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1.
Let the bed be undefiled For we lay in fertile fields of unrest Find the soil where you can dig For the freshest graves to nest In this cursed existence You choose to share it with God In this lacking and futile drag You fashion what you are not The past must be obliterated If we're to start anew It must burn with all its spawn Make zero equal true Zero The grand editor At the extreme end of freedom You don't know what freedom means You can pick your religion But you can't just be Some are fast and some are dead Don't ever let them see you weak Some will kneel and bow their head Not you, not me Fuck you, not me
2.
Sacrifice 04:47
Do you love me like I love you? Never put myself above you All my clothes are bright and clean But you see through, you see my sin I saw you on the television Dying for your holy mission And if every miracle, all is true Then how can I not die for you? Christ Father of lies Demands my sacrifice Demands my blood and cries And all is holy I see your power Your influence I wish I had your guts And your confidence I wish I had your love I wish that we were friends I wish I knew who's blood it was On your hands Patron of murderers Head of the snake Author of the suffering Christ Father of lies Demands my sacrifice Demands my blood and cries And all is holy Patron of murderers Head of the snake Author of the suffering
3.
Father 04:08
Father Take care of mother And what's left of my bones Throw to the dogs Remember Take care of each other When I'm gone When I'm really gone And if I had to speak I wouldn't know what to say Maybe that I wish It wouldn't end this way Where am I going you ask? Right now its hard to tell I don't believe in a heaven Still I'm treading through hell Right beside you I mourn Like a curtain, the clouds have drawn Trapped under this sky, you know I can't be free This path I must walk alone So do not weep for me Do not weep for me Father, do not weep for me
4.
In the name of the earth, I call Upon the blackest of the black Deepest of the deep Protect me and my soul For there's an angel at my door Come to collect it I know, God and all his saints Cannot make it rain Heal me with their hands From disease and pain Or evict the ghosts That squat in my head Only if I dig, will I meet the dead
5.
My hate, it keeps me warm enough To grow outside the swarm To claw armour down from angels breasts Crawl like a snake, without my legs I'm married to this misery I grip it like a gun The loyal son, in consequence I'll never be a man Be it a thousand A million squared Nothing I claim Takes me farther from here Who will still be here tomorrow? Who will be leaving? None shall receive For nothing will be given And every prophet Said the same thing Not a single word Worth remembering And you be warned For the answers you seek Dress in poison shrouds And breed in the weak Who will still be here tomorrow? And who will be leaving? None shall receive For none will be given Be it a thousand A million squared Nothing I claim Takes me farther from here And every prophet Said the same thing Not a single word Worth remembering
6.
ANGEL IV 03:06
The old priest stopped praying today He said "God preys on the weak" With death approaching, left the door open Now everything inside is shiny and broken Wait Longer Longer turns into forever Wait longer, longer And here I thought you knew better And we can pretend That this is not a gutter And we can pretend That God is on our side That life goes on After its spent That all of this matters In the shadow of the end We will disappear Holding onto sentiments And I thought you'd know better Than to clutch them in your hands Fool I thought you knew better Fool I thought you knew better, go Wait Longer Longer turns into forever Wait longer, longer Into forever
7.
Zawsze będziemy tu tkwić A przynajmniej do końca Niczym szczury w ciemnościach żyć Jakby nie było nas Śpiewając czarne kolędy Wyglądając kształtów w niebie Nienawidząc wszystkiego Aby móc kochać siebie Nie ma alternatywy Streszczenia moralności A nienawiść wyciska Jak oliwę nudności Zawirowania To nie to samo co obroty Z progu problemów bogów Oglądam ich brudne stopy I śmieją się świnie Dusze lepione z gówna Bo w bliskości do człowieka Bóg im już nie dorówna
8.
Time sinks slowly Uttering nothing but black And man has a hole in his heart When the future is the past Then a faint hum spells its name And it's nothing, but a deep trench filled with shame If all there is Are bodies Bones Knocking against each other In the dark Then anyone Anybody Can wear your face And anyone Anybody Can take your place Cursed is the path And cursed are all Who choose to tread it Forgiveness through blood Forgiveness upon The ones who shed it It's kingdom come for none In weakening hearts, in misery To burn it all and some With no sense of victory This death that surrounds us It's no colour and no meaning The fire walks beside us Treads on through and over the living
9.
I see death and all its commanders Gather in numbers Calling for war Agents of fate Feathered bold riders Shifting and brewing Calling for more We dig into the ground The bed of rock With nought but the sky Reflecting in the mud To never be found The cowardly flock How can we pay If not with our own blood? Do you not know death when you see it? In its path crimson veils unfold The clouded eyes fail to believe it The mind has sugared in its hold
10.
All that we built All that we own In hands that can't be trusted Hands too weak To bear the flame Or to exhaust it We, legion negative Will level all that's seen Beneath the arching absolute We reach everything Bury the cause Stab, stab, stab it dead Bury the flaw Cut, cut, cut its head Look at you Death dealers God-bringers Truth killers Violence set us free Ruin The healer Redeemer Come, hear it We, who'll always be hungry

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released September 5, 2021

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All songs written & performed by La Mer except for "Hungry", written & performed by La Mer and Tattva

Recorded in Scotland October 2020 - August 2021
Mixed and mastered by La Mer

Album artwork & design by Agathe Monnot

Additional vocals on "Death And All Its Commanders" by Agathe Monnot

Special thanks to Agathe Monnot, Jesus Barrero and Ibragim Ismailov

This album is dedicated to my friends, old and new

Everything Is Falling Apart © 2021 La Mer / Roadtrip God Inc

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